"People think I'm strong, but actually I wanted to crawl away. I thought, I'm going to live in the country with my horse and I'll get a nine-to-five; I don't need this"
About this Quote
The most telling verb is "crawl". Not "leave", not "quit" - crawl, an animal word for embarrassment and self-preservation. It signals how reputational pressure can shrink even the most privileged person into something small. The subtext is that the industry reads vulnerability as failure, so her inner life gets translated into a performance of composure.
The fantasy she offers - "live in the country with my horse" - isn’t just pastoral escapism; it’s a critique of fashion's perpetual visibility. Horses imply routine, care, and a relationship that doesn’t depend on audience metrics. The "nine-to-five" line lands like a joke with teeth: she’s describing an "ordinary" life as a radical option, a way to reclaim boundaries in a world that monetizes identity.
McCartney’s context matters: a designer with a famous surname, a brand built partly on ethical signaling, and a career spent being read before she speaks. Her intent feels less like self-pity than a recalibration: don’t mistake endurance for desire, and don’t confuse the ability to stay with the wish to be there.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
McCartney, Stella. (2026, January 16). People think I'm strong, but actually I wanted to crawl away. I thought, I'm going to live in the country with my horse and I'll get a nine-to-five; I don't need this. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/people-think-im-strong-but-actually-i-wanted-to-102666/
Chicago Style
McCartney, Stella. "People think I'm strong, but actually I wanted to crawl away. I thought, I'm going to live in the country with my horse and I'll get a nine-to-five; I don't need this." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/people-think-im-strong-but-actually-i-wanted-to-102666/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"People think I'm strong, but actually I wanted to crawl away. I thought, I'm going to live in the country with my horse and I'll get a nine-to-five; I don't need this." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/people-think-im-strong-but-actually-i-wanted-to-102666/. Accessed 22 Feb. 2026.






