"Perhaps he wanted to be alone with Dr. G., who was here, but he should have let me know. At Hoffmann's I felt I was sitting on hot coals, expecting him to arrive every moment"
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The line is all social physics. “Dr. G.” is introduced with the breezy shorthand of an insider, a person important enough to be initialed, not explained. That casualness is the subtext: whatever’s happening is routine, normalized, part of the household’s emotional weather. Hoffmann’s (likely Heinrich Hoffmann, Hitler’s photographer and a key gatekeeper in the Nazi social scene) signals the setting as a curated bubble where relationships are mediated by proximity to the leader - who gets an audience, who gets sidelined, who is seen.
“I felt I was sitting on hot coals” lands because it’s bodily and small, the language of social anxiety rather than political catastrophe. Braun inadvertently documents how authoritarian charisma works at the micro level: the tyranny of waiting, the dread of being forgotten, the craving to be chosen. It’s a diary of dependency masquerading as a complaint about plans. That banality is the point - evil doesn’t only march; it also keeps people on hold.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Braun, Eva. (2026, January 16). Perhaps he wanted to be alone with Dr. G., who was here, but he should have let me know. At Hoffmann's I felt I was sitting on hot coals, expecting him to arrive every moment. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/perhaps-he-wanted-to-be-alone-with-dr-g-who-was-111795/
Chicago Style
Braun, Eva. "Perhaps he wanted to be alone with Dr. G., who was here, but he should have let me know. At Hoffmann's I felt I was sitting on hot coals, expecting him to arrive every moment." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/perhaps-he-wanted-to-be-alone-with-dr-g-who-was-111795/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Perhaps he wanted to be alone with Dr. G., who was here, but he should have let me know. At Hoffmann's I felt I was sitting on hot coals, expecting him to arrive every moment." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/perhaps-he-wanted-to-be-alone-with-dr-g-who-was-111795/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.



