"Really it was the first time in my life that I recognised that acting is, I'm just going to say it, I am an artist, I have to do this, I have to do this"
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The repetition of "I have to do this" does most of the heavy lifting. It's not ambition; it's compulsion. In a business where motivation is routinely packaged as branding ("passion", "dreams"), Leoni frames acting as necessity, the thing you do when you cannot do anything else without betraying yourself. That phrasing also subtly absolves her: if she "has to", then the choice is less about ego and more about survival.
Context matters here: an actress coming of age in the post-90s celebrity ecosystem, where visibility can outpace respect, and where women in particular are expected to be agreeable, self-deprecating, and grateful. Declaring "I am an artist" is a small rebellion against the industry's demand that actresses treat their work like luck. The quote works because it captures the moment confidence finally outruns modesty - not as a polished manifesto, but as a reluctant admission.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Leoni, Tea. (n.d.). Really it was the first time in my life that I recognised that acting is, I'm just going to say it, I am an artist, I have to do this, I have to do this. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/really-it-was-the-first-time-in-my-life-that-i-156082/
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Leoni, Tea. "Really it was the first time in my life that I recognised that acting is, I'm just going to say it, I am an artist, I have to do this, I have to do this." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/really-it-was-the-first-time-in-my-life-that-i-156082/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Really it was the first time in my life that I recognised that acting is, I'm just going to say it, I am an artist, I have to do this, I have to do this." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/really-it-was-the-first-time-in-my-life-that-i-156082/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.



