"Since I was 16, I've felt a black cloud hangs over me. Since then, I have taken pills for depression"
About this Quote
The second sentence lands like paperwork. "Since then, I have taken pills" is blunt, almost administrative, and that tonal shift matters. It signals a life managed, not cured. The subtext is that treatment exists but relief is partial, contingent, and maybe negotiated with shame. Winehouse isn't confessing for catharsis; she's normalizing the mundanity of medicated survival while exposing how early the fight began. That matters in a culture that prefers addiction narratives because they're dramatic and legible. Depression, by contrast, is boring to spectators: slow, invisible, chronic.
Context sharpens the sting. Winehouse lived in a media ecosystem that treated her pain as content, turning symptoms into spectacle. Read against that, this quote is a refusal to be reduced to scandal. It's a reminder that behind the eyeliner, the voice, the headlines, there was a teenager trying to outlast her own mind.
Quote Details
| Topic | Mental Health |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
| Cite | Cite this Quote |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Winehouse, Amy. (2026, January 17). Since I was 16, I've felt a black cloud hangs over me. Since then, I have taken pills for depression. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/since-i-was-16-ive-felt-a-black-cloud-hangs-over-26021/
Chicago Style
Winehouse, Amy. "Since I was 16, I've felt a black cloud hangs over me. Since then, I have taken pills for depression." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/since-i-was-16-ive-felt-a-black-cloud-hangs-over-26021/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Since I was 16, I've felt a black cloud hangs over me. Since then, I have taken pills for depression." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/since-i-was-16-ive-felt-a-black-cloud-hangs-over-26021/. Accessed 4 Feb. 2026.

