"So in my uncertainty, I went to graduate school and there it all happened"
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There is a sly confession baked into Ted Nelson's line: uncertainty isn't a void to sit with, it's a force that gets outsourced. Graduate school appears less as a noble calling than as a socially acceptable holding pattern, a place you can go when you don't know what to do but still want your confusion to look like ambition. The joke is in the compression: "So" makes it sound inevitable, "there it all happened" turns a sprawling life outcome into an offhand accident. Nelson, the restless mind behind hypertext dreams that were always slightly ahead of the institutions meant to host them, knows exactly how absurd that is.
The intent isn't to romanticize academia; it's to puncture the story we tell about it. Graduate school becomes a kind of narrative engine: you enter with doubt, and the institution supplies the plot. "There it all happened" suggests the best parts of an intellectual life are less planned than catalyzed, the way proximity to other obsessive people, libraries, arguments, and time can turn anxiety into a body of work. It also carries a warning: your "uncertainty" can be a powerful fuel, but you may need a container to keep it burning rather than flaring out.
In context, coming from an author-inventor figure who spent decades pushing ideas that didn't fit tidy career lanes, the line reads like wry career advice: choose environments that convert your not-knowing into motion, and don't pretend the origin story was cleaner than it was.
The intent isn't to romanticize academia; it's to puncture the story we tell about it. Graduate school becomes a kind of narrative engine: you enter with doubt, and the institution supplies the plot. "There it all happened" suggests the best parts of an intellectual life are less planned than catalyzed, the way proximity to other obsessive people, libraries, arguments, and time can turn anxiety into a body of work. It also carries a warning: your "uncertainty" can be a powerful fuel, but you may need a container to keep it burning rather than flaring out.
In context, coming from an author-inventor figure who spent decades pushing ideas that didn't fit tidy career lanes, the line reads like wry career advice: choose environments that convert your not-knowing into motion, and don't pretend the origin story was cleaner than it was.
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| Topic | Learning |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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