"So long as I can stay mentally alert - inquiring, curious - I want to keep going. I love my wife and my children, but I don't want to sit around at home with them. We go on safaris and things like that. I can do that for a couple of weeks a year. I'm just not ready to stop, to die"
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The most revealing line isn’t about curiosity; it’s the casual dismissal of domestic intimacy. “I love my wife and my children, but...” is an expertly managerial “but,” the kind that acknowledges an obligation while reasserting priority. Family is framed as leisure, and leisure is rationed: two weeks of “safaris and things like that,” an aristocratic parenthetical that treats experience as a consumable. Even pleasure is outsourced to spectacle, booked like a corporate retreat.
Context matters because Murdoch isn’t describing a generic fear of aging; he’s articulating the ideology of a mogul whose identity is fused to control. “Mentally alert” here doesn’t just mean sharp; it implies vigilance, staying in the game, keeping hands on the levers. For a publisher who built influence by shaping narratives, stepping back would mean relinquishing authorship of the world and of himself.
The intent, then, is not confession so much as justification: a pre-emptive defense against the accusation that he can’t let go. He turns appetite into virtue, rest into surrender, succession into annihilation. It’s a candid glimpse of power’s most private terror: not being needed, not being awake, not being there.
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| Topic | Aging |
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Murdoch, Rupert. (n.d.). So long as I can stay mentally alert - inquiring, curious - I want to keep going. I love my wife and my children, but I don't want to sit around at home with them. We go on safaris and things like that. I can do that for a couple of weeks a year. I'm just not ready to stop, to die. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/so-long-as-i-can-stay-mentally-alert-inquiring-8923/
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Murdoch, Rupert. "So long as I can stay mentally alert - inquiring, curious - I want to keep going. I love my wife and my children, but I don't want to sit around at home with them. We go on safaris and things like that. I can do that for a couple of weeks a year. I'm just not ready to stop, to die." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/so-long-as-i-can-stay-mentally-alert-inquiring-8923/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"So long as I can stay mentally alert - inquiring, curious - I want to keep going. I love my wife and my children, but I don't want to sit around at home with them. We go on safaris and things like that. I can do that for a couple of weeks a year. I'm just not ready to stop, to die." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/so-long-as-i-can-stay-mentally-alert-inquiring-8923/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.


