"Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him"
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The subtext is about power. For someone who made a career out of bending outcomes - in markets, in gambling, in backroom arrangements - randomness is insulting. If Harry dies, it can’t just be bad luck or someone else’s move; it has to be part of Rothstein’s gravitational field. Even remorse becomes a flex: my wishes have weight, my mind leaves bruises.
It also reads like a cultural artifact from an era that loved modern rationality but still clung to old-world fatalism. Early 20th-century America was obsessed with hidden forces: psychology, luck, curses, “jinxes.” Rothstein’s phrasing taps that atmosphere, where thoughts felt dangerously consequential and success looked like a kind of sorcery.
Context sharpens the irony. A businessman - not a poet, not a priest - reaches for metaphysical language at the moment when the body count gets personal. It’s a confession that refuses to name the obvious machinery of violence, substituting dream logic for the real economy of murder.
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| Topic | Sadness |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Rothstein, Arnold. (2026, January 15). Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/somehow-i-had-the-feeling-that-i-was-responsible-162875/
Chicago Style
Rothstein, Arnold. "Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/somehow-i-had-the-feeling-that-i-was-responsible-162875/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/somehow-i-had-the-feeling-that-i-was-responsible-162875/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







