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Life & Mortality Quote by Arnold Rothstein

"Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him"

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Guilt here isn’t moral awakening; it’s ego in mourning clothes. Rothstein frames Harry’s death as something he somehow authored, not through a gun or a contract, but through the supposedly lethal force of desire. That’s a revealing dodge: he can confess to murderous impulse while still positioning himself as “only” a thinker, a wisher, a man whose hands remain technically clean. The line turns superstition into self-exoneration, a gangster’s version of magical thinking that lets him feel responsible without being accountable.

The subtext is about power. For someone who made a career out of bending outcomes - in markets, in gambling, in backroom arrangements - randomness is insulting. If Harry dies, it can’t just be bad luck or someone else’s move; it has to be part of Rothstein’s gravitational field. Even remorse becomes a flex: my wishes have weight, my mind leaves bruises.

It also reads like a cultural artifact from an era that loved modern rationality but still clung to old-world fatalism. Early 20th-century America was obsessed with hidden forces: psychology, luck, curses, “jinxes.” Rothstein’s phrasing taps that atmosphere, where thoughts felt dangerously consequential and success looked like a kind of sorcery.

Context sharpens the irony. A businessman - not a poet, not a priest - reaches for metaphysical language at the moment when the body count gets personal. It’s a confession that refuses to name the obvious machinery of violence, substituting dream logic for the real economy of murder.

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Rothstein, Arnold. (2026, January 15). Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/somehow-i-had-the-feeling-that-i-was-responsible-162875/

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Rothstein, Arnold. "Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/somehow-i-had-the-feeling-that-i-was-responsible-162875/.

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"Somehow, I had the feeling that I was responsible for Harry being dead. I remembered all the times that I wished he were dead, all the times I had dreamed of killing him. I got to thinking that maybe my wishing had finally killed him." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/somehow-i-had-the-feeling-that-i-was-responsible-162875/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Arnold Rothstein (January 17, 1882 - November 4, 1928) was a Businessman from USA.

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