"Sometimes in the dark of night I begin to think. And I wonder if Lee started all this violence"
About this Quote
“And I wonder if Lee started all this violence” is doing several things at once. On the surface it’s a spouse’s agonized question about culpability. Underneath, it’s a bid for distance from the gravitational pull of Lee Harvey Oswald’s name. The wording “all this violence” widens the blast radius beyond one man and one act, capturing the cascading aftershocks: the assassination, the national rage, the press frenzy, the threats, the institutional machinery that swallowed her whole. “Started” is the key verb. It implies a chain reaction, a match struck that ignites forces larger than the person holding it, leaving room for doubt, manipulation, even the possibility that he was a pawn.
Context sharpens the intent: Marina was a young immigrant widow turned instant public figure, pushed into the role of definitive witness while being denied real agency. The quote’s power is its plainness. No grand theory, no courtroom certainty - just the uneasy, late-night thought that the story everyone demanded from her might not be the truth, and might not even be hers to tell.
Quote Details
| Topic | Peace |
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| Source | Evidence: Sometimes in the dark of night I begin to think. And I wonder if Lee started all this violence (Exact page not yet verified; likely in the main narrative rather than notes/endnotes). The strongest evidence points to Priscilla Johnson McMillan's 1977 book Marina and Lee as the earliest primary-source publication context for this Marina Oswald quotation. Open Library confirms the first edition bibliographic details: Harper & Row, 1977, 527 pages. I also found secondary web traces explicitly associating Marina quotations with McMillan's book, and congressional material from 1977 notes that Marina cooperated with the book. However, I was not able to inspect a fully searchable first-edition scan that shows this exact sentence on a verifiable page, so I cannot supply a confirmed page number yet. Because the exact wording appears on quotation sites but I could not directly view the first-edition page image, this should be treated as a probable original source rather than conclusively page-verified. Other candidates (1) Time (Briton Hadden, Henry Robinson Luce, 1974) compilation95.0% ... Marina Oswald Finally at peace with herself Gloria Vanderbilt A fourth marriage that really works ... Marina Oswa... |
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Oswald, Marina. (2026, March 13). Sometimes in the dark of night I begin to think. And I wonder if Lee started all this violence. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/sometimes-in-the-dark-of-night-i-begin-to-think-134143/
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Oswald, Marina. "Sometimes in the dark of night I begin to think. And I wonder if Lee started all this violence." FixQuotes. March 13, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/sometimes-in-the-dark-of-night-i-begin-to-think-134143/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Sometimes in the dark of night I begin to think. And I wonder if Lee started all this violence." FixQuotes, 13 Mar. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/sometimes-in-the-dark-of-night-i-begin-to-think-134143/. Accessed 18 Mar. 2026.




