"That's a curious paradox that I don't think a lot of people out there know; that you get really scared before you go on. You come out in a nervous rash, and it's not like you actually love getting up there and showing off"
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Stage fright is the dirty little secret hiding behind the myth of the fearless performer. Jacqueline McKenzie punctures the glossy “natural confidence” narrative with a bodily detail - the nervous rash - that makes anxiety impossible to romanticize. It’s not butterflies; it’s your skin, betraying you. That specificity is the point: she’s reclaiming the physical cost of being watched, and refusing to launder it into a charming anecdote about “loving the spotlight.”
Her “curious paradox” framing also does quiet cultural work. The paradox isn’t that actors are nervous; it’s that audiences assume performance equals exhibitionism. McKenzie pushes back on the idea that stepping onstage is synonymous with showing off, as if talent requires a thirst for attention. The subtext reads like a corrective to celebrity culture’s lazy psychology: visibility is not the same as vanity, and public-facing work doesn’t cancel private fear.
Context matters here because acting is a profession built on repeated exposure - you have to relive the same vulnerability take after take, night after night, while making it look effortless. McKenzie hints at the gap between the internal experience (dread, nausea, skin-deep panic) and the external product (poise, control, charisma). That gap is where “craft” lives. Her honesty doesn’t demystify acting so much as reframe courage: not the absence of fear, but the decision to walk on anyway, without pretending you enjoyed the terror.
Her “curious paradox” framing also does quiet cultural work. The paradox isn’t that actors are nervous; it’s that audiences assume performance equals exhibitionism. McKenzie pushes back on the idea that stepping onstage is synonymous with showing off, as if talent requires a thirst for attention. The subtext reads like a corrective to celebrity culture’s lazy psychology: visibility is not the same as vanity, and public-facing work doesn’t cancel private fear.
Context matters here because acting is a profession built on repeated exposure - you have to relive the same vulnerability take after take, night after night, while making it look effortless. McKenzie hints at the gap between the internal experience (dread, nausea, skin-deep panic) and the external product (poise, control, charisma). That gap is where “craft” lives. Her honesty doesn’t demystify acting so much as reframe courage: not the absence of fear, but the decision to walk on anyway, without pretending you enjoyed the terror.
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| Topic | Anxiety |
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