"That's sort of what I felt... I miss drinking, I thought bars were truly holy places"
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The line works because it treats relapse not as a lapse in willpower but as a crisis of meaning. "Holy" isn’t accidental. It reframes the bar as a sanctuary: predictable liturgy (the pour, the clink, the first burn), a congregation (regulars who recognize you without asking questions), and a kind of secular absolution (one more night you don’t have to be accountable to your own thoughts). In a writer’s mouth, it also nods to the romanticized tradition of the hard-drinking genius, a cultural script that excuses damage as creativity’s tax.
"That's sort of what I felt..". makes the bravado wobble. The ellipses and hedging signal shame, or at least self-surveillance - the speaker watching himself rationalize. It’s the sound of someone trying to narrate desire at a safe distance while still honoring its pull. Coming from Eszterhas, whose public persona is intertwined with vice, the subtext is sharper: sobriety threatens not only a habit but an identity, and the bar becomes a chapel for the self he knows how to be.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Eszterhas, Joe. (2026, January 16). That's sort of what I felt... I miss drinking, I thought bars were truly holy places. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/thats-sort-of-what-i-felt-i-miss-drinking-i-92396/
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Eszterhas, Joe. "That's sort of what I felt... I miss drinking, I thought bars were truly holy places." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/thats-sort-of-what-i-felt-i-miss-drinking-i-92396/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"That's sort of what I felt... I miss drinking, I thought bars were truly holy places." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/thats-sort-of-what-i-felt-i-miss-drinking-i-92396/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.





