"The act of conducting in itself, of waving my arms in the air and being in charge, I didn't miss. I missed the sensual pleasure of being in contact with music"
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The intent is quietly corrective. Conductors are often mythologized as commanders, celebrity managers of sound. Salonen punctures that romantic hierarchy with a demystifying confession: being "in charge" is a role; being "in contact" is the reward. The subtext is a defense of craft over spectacle, and maybe a jab at how cultural institutions sell leadership as art. His phrasing also suggests a modern kind of burnout: not exhaustion from effort, but from distance. The farther the work becomes from its sensory core, the more it starts to feel like administration.
Context matters: Salonen has moved fluidly between high-profile conducting posts, composing, and the broader machinery of contemporary classical music. He knows how much of the profession is branding, politics, and logistics. Calling music "sensual" re-centers it as embodied experience - breath, pulse, friction - insisting that the deepest relationship to sound isn't managerial. It's intimate, almost erotic, and stubbornly non-transferable.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Salonen, Esa-Pekka. (2026, January 17). The act of conducting in itself, of waving my arms in the air and being in charge, I didn't miss. I missed the sensual pleasure of being in contact with music. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-act-of-conducting-in-itself-of-waving-my-arms-53577/
Chicago Style
Salonen, Esa-Pekka. "The act of conducting in itself, of waving my arms in the air and being in charge, I didn't miss. I missed the sensual pleasure of being in contact with music." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-act-of-conducting-in-itself-of-waving-my-arms-53577/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"The act of conducting in itself, of waving my arms in the air and being in charge, I didn't miss. I missed the sensual pleasure of being in contact with music." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-act-of-conducting-in-itself-of-waving-my-arms-53577/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

