"The box got bigger, the outside, the buildings. And all that we were doing. I had to raise about $1 million every two days just to stay alive"
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Then comes the pivot: “all that we were doing.” It’s a vague phrase that functions like a fog machine. In the world of televangelism-era celebrity, “doing” can mean ministry, entertainment, fundraising, lifestyle branding, and also the quieter mechanics of financial engineering. The ambiguity isn’t accidental; it keeps moral judgment at arm’s length while still hinting at excess.
“I had to raise about $1 million every two days just to stay alive” is the line’s real payload. It’s not only a number; it’s a tempo. The cadence implies addiction: a constant hit of cash to maintain the high of expansion, the staff, the broadcast machine, the promises. “Stay alive” is melodramatic, but that’s the point. It recasts institutional survival as personal survival, turning accountability into a thriller plot where the protagonist is trapped by momentum.
Context matters: Bakker is a cautionary emblem of an American moment when faith, television, and celebrity fused into a business model that demanded perpetual escalation. The quote doesn’t just admit pressure; it exposes how spectacle converts into a financial treadmill - and how easily that treadmill can be mistaken for destiny.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bakker, Jim. (2026, January 16). The box got bigger, the outside, the buildings. And all that we were doing. I had to raise about $1 million every two days just to stay alive. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-box-got-bigger-the-outside-the-buildings-and-126035/
Chicago Style
Bakker, Jim. "The box got bigger, the outside, the buildings. And all that we were doing. I had to raise about $1 million every two days just to stay alive." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-box-got-bigger-the-outside-the-buildings-and-126035/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"The box got bigger, the outside, the buildings. And all that we were doing. I had to raise about $1 million every two days just to stay alive." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-box-got-bigger-the-outside-the-buildings-and-126035/. Accessed 3 Feb. 2026.






