"The doctor punched my vein, the captain called me Cain, upon my belly sat the sow of fear"
About this Quote
The final image turns inward and grotesque: "upon my belly sat the sow of fear". Fear is not a metaphorical chill; it has weight, heat, and stink. A sow is domestic and brutal at once - a farm animal that can crush, smother, rut. Putting it on the belly locates terror in the gut, where nausea and dread live before the mind can narrate them.
Context matters: Shapiro’s wartime generation wrote under the shadow of institutions that managed bodies en masse - armies, hospitals, ships, prisons. The line reads like a compressed report from inside that machinery: hurt, judged, and finally occupied by a fear so physical it becomes another creature, one you can’t talk down or reason away.
Quote Details
| Topic | Fear |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Shapiro, Karl. (2026, January 16). The doctor punched my vein, the captain called me Cain, upon my belly sat the sow of fear. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-doctor-punched-my-vein-the-captain-called-me-118686/
Chicago Style
Shapiro, Karl. "The doctor punched my vein, the captain called me Cain, upon my belly sat the sow of fear." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-doctor-punched-my-vein-the-captain-called-me-118686/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"The doctor punched my vein, the captain called me Cain, upon my belly sat the sow of fear." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-doctor-punched-my-vein-the-captain-called-me-118686/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.


