"The idea of stardom was difficult to grasp. It was like being schizophrenic; there was her, the woman on television, and the real me"
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Savitch nails the eerie split-screen of modern fame: you don’t become bigger, you become doubled. Her comparison to schizophrenia is deliberately provocative, not as a clinical claim but as a gut-level metaphor for enforced dissociation. Stardom, especially on television, manufactures a second self that walks, talks, and smiles on command. The public meets that version first and treats it as the whole truth. The “real me” becomes an after-hours figure, increasingly private, increasingly irrelevant to the machine that needs a consistent product.
The line works because it refuses the glamorous mythology of celebrity. Savitch doesn’t describe adoration or opportunity; she describes the cognitive labor of watching your own image accrue meaning you didn’t authorize. Television news in the 1970s and early 1980s was beginning to lean hard into personality, turning anchors into brands and faces into formats. For a woman in that era, the gap widened: the on-air persona came preloaded with expectations about voice, looks, likability, and “control.” Stardom isn’t just visibility; it’s surveillance with a lighting kit.
There’s also an implicit warning about what happens when the mediated self starts dictating terms to the human one. The “woman on television” can’t be tired, messy, uncertain, or complicated. The real person can’t compete with that polished certainty. Savitch’s phrasing hints at a trap: when your public double becomes your primary currency, maintaining it can feel like a full-time act of self-erasure.
The line works because it refuses the glamorous mythology of celebrity. Savitch doesn’t describe adoration or opportunity; she describes the cognitive labor of watching your own image accrue meaning you didn’t authorize. Television news in the 1970s and early 1980s was beginning to lean hard into personality, turning anchors into brands and faces into formats. For a woman in that era, the gap widened: the on-air persona came preloaded with expectations about voice, looks, likability, and “control.” Stardom isn’t just visibility; it’s surveillance with a lighting kit.
There’s also an implicit warning about what happens when the mediated self starts dictating terms to the human one. The “woman on television” can’t be tired, messy, uncertain, or complicated. The real person can’t compete with that polished certainty. Savitch’s phrasing hints at a trap: when your public double becomes your primary currency, maintaining it can feel like a full-time act of self-erasure.
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