"The mere attempt to examine my own confusion would consume volumes"
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Agee’s line turns self-scrutiny into an act of literary triage: the minute he tries to pin his confusion down, it metastasizes into “volumes.” The word “mere” is doing sly work here. It pretends modesty while announcing a daunting scale, like a man shrugging as he points to a mountain. The sentence performs the very problem it names: confusion isn’t just a feeling to be reported; it’s a generator of language, endlessly productive, maddeningly hard to close.
The intent is partly defensive, partly aesthetic. Agee is confessing the limits of tidy explanation, but he’s also claiming a writer’s privilege: complexity deserves space. There’s a subtle rebuke to anyone expecting a clean, packaged account of the self. If you want a coherent narrative, he implies, you’ll have to accept that it will be long, recursive, maybe even unfinished.
Subtext: confusion can be more honest than clarity. For a novelist steeped in the moral pressure of observation (and famously, in work like Let Us Now Praise Famous Men, the anxiety of representing other people’s lives without exploiting them), “examining” isn’t neutral. It carries ethical weight. To analyze your own motives, biases, griefs, and appetites is to open a warehouse of contradictions.
Context matters: mid-century American letters prized confession but distrusted easy sincerity. Agee offers a bracing compromise. He admits interior chaos while refusing to sentimentalize it. The wit is bleakly practical: if you demand total self-knowledge, you’re really asking for a library.
The intent is partly defensive, partly aesthetic. Agee is confessing the limits of tidy explanation, but he’s also claiming a writer’s privilege: complexity deserves space. There’s a subtle rebuke to anyone expecting a clean, packaged account of the self. If you want a coherent narrative, he implies, you’ll have to accept that it will be long, recursive, maybe even unfinished.
Subtext: confusion can be more honest than clarity. For a novelist steeped in the moral pressure of observation (and famously, in work like Let Us Now Praise Famous Men, the anxiety of representing other people’s lives without exploiting them), “examining” isn’t neutral. It carries ethical weight. To analyze your own motives, biases, griefs, and appetites is to open a warehouse of contradictions.
Context matters: mid-century American letters prized confession but distrusted easy sincerity. Agee offers a bracing compromise. He admits interior chaos while refusing to sentimentalize it. The wit is bleakly practical: if you demand total self-knowledge, you’re really asking for a library.
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