"The panic attacks - I still have them. They started when I was around 8. They always have to do with my death"
About this Quote
The specificity does the work. “Around 8” pins the origin to an age when kids are supposed to be learning rules and riding bikes, not rehearsing mortality. That detail quietly suggests a childhood with pressures or instability heavy enough to make death feel imminent - or at least thinkable. And “always” is the most chilling word in the sentence. It implies a loop: panic isn’t random, it’s a recurring narrative with one ending, replayed until it becomes a private theology.
Culturally, the quote undercuts the easy fantasy that fame insulates you from dread. If anything, it hints at the opposite: a life spent being watched can sharpen the fear of disappearing. Duke’s intent reads as both disclosure and boundary-setting. She’s naming panic attacks as real, persistent, and intrusive - not quirky nerves, not drama, not a punchline. By keeping the language plain, she makes the admission harder to dismiss and harder to romanticize.
Quote Details
| Topic | Anxiety |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Duke, Patty. (2026, January 16). The panic attacks - I still have them. They started when I was around 8. They always have to do with my death. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-panic-attacks-i-still-have-them-they-101299/
Chicago Style
Duke, Patty. "The panic attacks - I still have them. They started when I was around 8. They always have to do with my death." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-panic-attacks-i-still-have-them-they-101299/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"The panic attacks - I still have them. They started when I was around 8. They always have to do with my death." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-panic-attacks-i-still-have-them-they-101299/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







