"The reason that I'm an actor, or an artist, is ultimately because I'm trying to paint a self-portrait, and the most complete and beautiful self-portrait that you can"
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The line “ultimately” does heavy lifting. It suggests a long chain of rationales - work, ambition, storytelling, money, fame - and then strips them down to a single private motive. The phrase “trying to paint” is quietly vulnerable, too. Trying implies the self-portrait is never finished, never fully accurate, maybe never even possible. Acting becomes an endless approach toward self-knowledge that stays just out of frame.
Then there’s the tell: “the most complete and beautiful.” Complete and beautiful don’t always go together. Completeness is messy; beauty is selective. Howard’s subtext is that art isn’t only about honesty, it’s also about control: the urge to edit your contradictions into a coherent image you can live with, and that others can admire. In celebrity culture, that’s practically the job description - branding, myth-making, curating the self - except he says the quiet part out loud.
Coming from an actor known for intensity and public volatility, the quote reads like a justification and a dare: if you’re watching him, you’re not just consuming characters. You’re watching someone attempt, role by role, to become legible to himself.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Howard, Terrence. (2026, January 16). The reason that I'm an actor, or an artist, is ultimately because I'm trying to paint a self-portrait, and the most complete and beautiful self-portrait that you can. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-reason-that-im-an-actor-or-an-artist-is-83885/
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Howard, Terrence. "The reason that I'm an actor, or an artist, is ultimately because I'm trying to paint a self-portrait, and the most complete and beautiful self-portrait that you can." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-reason-that-im-an-actor-or-an-artist-is-83885/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"The reason that I'm an actor, or an artist, is ultimately because I'm trying to paint a self-portrait, and the most complete and beautiful self-portrait that you can." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-reason-that-im-an-actor-or-an-artist-is-83885/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.




