"The search is what anyone would undertake if he were not sunk in the everydayness of his own life. To become aware of the possibility of the search is to be onto something. Not to be onto something is to be in despair"
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The sly brilliance is how he reframes awakening as being “onto something,” borrowing the language of detectives and street smarts. Existential clarity isn’t presented as mystical enlightenment; it’s a hunch, the first crack in the wallpaper. Percy’s Catholic existentialism is doing its work beneath the surface: the “search” is a longing for meaning that points beyond the self, but he refuses pious vocabulary. He wants the reader to recognize the condition before arguing about theology.
Then comes the hard turn: if you’re not onto something, you’re “in despair.” Not sadness, not boredom - despair in the Kierkegaardian sense: the spiritual sickness of living as if your life is merely your life. Percy’s intent is less to comfort than to provoke. He’s warning that the default setting isn’t fine. It’s a quiet catastrophe, made palatable by errands, entertainment, and the lie that functioning equals flourishing.
Quote Details
| Topic | Meaning of Life |
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| Source | Walker Percy, The Moviegoer (1961). Passage frequently cited from the novel: “The search is what anyone would undertake... Not to be onto something is to be in despair.” |
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Percy, Walker. (2026, January 15). The search is what anyone would undertake if he were not sunk in the everydayness of his own life. To become aware of the possibility of the search is to be onto something. Not to be onto something is to be in despair. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-search-is-what-anyone-would-undertake-if-he-97575/
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Percy, Walker. "The search is what anyone would undertake if he were not sunk in the everydayness of his own life. To become aware of the possibility of the search is to be onto something. Not to be onto something is to be in despair." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-search-is-what-anyone-would-undertake-if-he-97575/.
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"The search is what anyone would undertake if he were not sunk in the everydayness of his own life. To become aware of the possibility of the search is to be onto something. Not to be onto something is to be in despair." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-search-is-what-anyone-would-undertake-if-he-97575/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.










