"The thing I fail to do is fully comprehend what's given back to me by the audience. You would think you would be a performer partly so you could feel all the appreciation or adulation, but I haven't quite managed that yet"
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The line “You would think” does a lot of work. It gestures at the cultural script of stardom, the one that tells us attention is the point and adulation is the payoff. Shocked positions herself as someone who’s tried on that script and found it ill-fitting. The subtext is less “I don’t deserve this” than “I don’t know how to metabolize this.” Appreciation arrives, but it doesn’t translate into safety, confidence, or satisfaction - the things we assume fame purchases.
Coming from a working musician, this hits with extra bite because the stage is also labor. Performing is not only self-expression; it’s repetition, travel, survival, a job done under an emotional spotlight. Her “haven’t quite managed that yet” leaves the door open to growth while refusing the easy redemption arc. The audience is present, the love is real, and still the inner receiver stays oddly unpaired. That tension makes the quote feel honest in a culture trained to treat applause as proof of wellbeing.
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| Topic | Music |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Shocked, Michelle. (2026, January 15). The thing I fail to do is fully comprehend what's given back to me by the audience. You would think you would be a performer partly so you could feel all the appreciation or adulation, but I haven't quite managed that yet. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-thing-i-fail-to-do-is-fully-comprehend-whats-162940/
Chicago Style
Shocked, Michelle. "The thing I fail to do is fully comprehend what's given back to me by the audience. You would think you would be a performer partly so you could feel all the appreciation or adulation, but I haven't quite managed that yet." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-thing-i-fail-to-do-is-fully-comprehend-whats-162940/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"The thing I fail to do is fully comprehend what's given back to me by the audience. You would think you would be a performer partly so you could feel all the appreciation or adulation, but I haven't quite managed that yet." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/the-thing-i-fail-to-do-is-fully-comprehend-whats-162940/. Accessed 16 Feb. 2026.



