"There are parts of me that I keep secret even from myself. I have demons and I'd love to be able to healthily look at the demons and still be a wonderful actor and not feel I need them to create"
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When he says “I have demons,” he reaches for the oldest creative myth - pain as a performance enhancer - then immediately rejects its leverage. The subtext is a worker’s complaint, not a poet’s boast: the industry rewards volatility, fetishizes “depth,” and often treats mental strain like method-acting currency. Glover’s “healthily look at the demons” is therapeutic language smuggled into show-business talk, a refusal to keep paying the emotional toll just to be “interesting.”
The most revealing word is “need.” He’s naming a dependency loop: if the work only feels authentic when it’s powered by self-harm, then craft becomes hostage to crisis. That’s a brutal bargain for someone whose job is repeatability - eight shows a week, multiple takes, years of roles - where reliability is as artistic as inspiration.
Context matters: for an actor of Glover’s generation, trained amid lingering Method mystique, this is a revision of the creed. He’s not denying darkness; he’s demanding a way to act brilliantly without making misery the price of entry.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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Glover, John. (2026, January 17). There are parts of me that I keep secret even from myself. I have demons and I'd love to be able to healthily look at the demons and still be a wonderful actor and not feel I need them to create. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-are-parts-of-me-that-i-keep-secret-even-57501/
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Glover, John. "There are parts of me that I keep secret even from myself. I have demons and I'd love to be able to healthily look at the demons and still be a wonderful actor and not feel I need them to create." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-are-parts-of-me-that-i-keep-secret-even-57501/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"There are parts of me that I keep secret even from myself. I have demons and I'd love to be able to healthily look at the demons and still be a wonderful actor and not feel I need them to create." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-are-parts-of-me-that-i-keep-secret-even-57501/. Accessed 26 Feb. 2026.





