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"There are things which a man is afraid to tell even to himself, and every decent man has a number of such things stored away in his mind"

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Dostoevsky doesn’t flatter “decent” people; he indicts them. The line turns moral respectability into a kind of storage unit for private dread. It’s not the villain who hides things from himself, but “every decent man” - a deliberately unsettling universal that collapses the comforting divide between good citizens and compromised souls. Decency, in this view, isn’t purity; it’s a practiced silence.

The psychological trick is the escalation: afraid to tell even to himself. Confession is usually imagined as public - courtroom, church, therapist’s couch. Dostoevsky locates the real tribunal inside the skull, where the witness and the judge are the same person, and the testimony can be suppressed by sheer self-interest. The “stored away” phrasing adds a bureaucratic chill: these aren’t fleeting guilty thoughts but catalogued contraband, carefully wrapped, set aside, preserved. Repression isn’t accidental; it’s housekeeping.

Context matters because Dostoevsky writes in a culture steeped in confession and moral accounting, yet obsessed with social face. His characters live in cramped rooms, under constant economic and spiritual pressure, where pride and shame are as tangible as furniture. The line anticipates modern psychology’s language of denial, but it’s less clinical and more theological: the hidden thing is a threat not just to happiness but to the self’s claim of coherence.

The subtext lands like a dare. If decency requires a private archive of unspeakables, then the path to honesty isn’t self-esteem but self-exposure - and the cost of opening the box is discovering you’re not as singularly righteous as you’ve been pretending.

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SourceNotes from Underground (Notes from the Underground), Fyodor Dostoevsky, 1864.
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Fyodor Dostoevsky

Fyodor Dostoevsky (November 11, 1821 - February 9, 1881) was a Novelist from Russia.

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