"There have been times when I have deliberately tried to take my life... I think I must have been crying for some attention"
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The intent isn’t to trivialize suicide. It’s to translate an unbearable need into the only language show business reliably recognizes: attention as currency. Garland came up in an era when studios engineered stars the way they engineered products, managing weight, sleep, schedules, even chemistry. That context matters because “attention” here isn’t vanity; it’s care, recognition, intervention - the basic proof of personhood that an industrial system can withhold while still demanding performance.
Subtextually, it’s also a comment on how women, especially famous women, are taught to apologize for their pain. By framing desperation as a bid for attention, she flirts with shame to make her suffering socially legible. The tragedy is that she’s describing a real signal flare while borrowing the dismissive language people use to ignore it. The line works because it captures the trap: when your life is a spectacle, even your survival can start to feel like a negotiation with the crowd.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Garland, Judy. (n.d.). There have been times when I have deliberately tried to take my life... I think I must have been crying for some attention. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-have-been-times-when-i-have-deliberately-32280/
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Garland, Judy. "There have been times when I have deliberately tried to take my life... I think I must have been crying for some attention." FixQuotes. Accessed February 3, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-have-been-times-when-i-have-deliberately-32280/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"There have been times when I have deliberately tried to take my life... I think I must have been crying for some attention." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-have-been-times-when-i-have-deliberately-32280/. Accessed 3 Feb. 2026.







