"There is only one thing I want. I would like to be seriously ill, and to hear nothing more about him for at least a week. Why doesn't something happen to me? Why do I have to go through all this? If only I had never set eyes on him!"
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The phrasing is tellingly theatrical: "Why doesn't something happen to me?" Not to us, not to the country, not to history. To me. That self-focus reads less like vanity than like deprivation. When a life is arranged around secrecy, postponement, and being kept out of the room where real decisions happen, the psyche starts bargaining for drama as proof of existence. Even the plea to "hear nothing more about him" for a week suggests saturation: a man so consuming that silence feels medicinal.
Context matters: Braun was not simply a girlfriend; she was curated into a symbol of domestic normalcy for a regime that sold itself as destiny. The private despair here undercuts the propaganda image without absolving her. The line "If only I had never set eyes on him!" is the oldest romantic undo-button, but in this setting it reads like a late, powerless recognition: attachment as captivity, devotion as erasure, intimacy as proximity to catastrophe.
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| Topic | Heartbreak |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Braun, Eva. (2026, January 16). There is only one thing I want. I would like to be seriously ill, and to hear nothing more about him for at least a week. Why doesn't something happen to me? Why do I have to go through all this? If only I had never set eyes on him! FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-is-only-one-thing-i-want-i-would-like-to-be-124799/
Chicago Style
Braun, Eva. "There is only one thing I want. I would like to be seriously ill, and to hear nothing more about him for at least a week. Why doesn't something happen to me? Why do I have to go through all this? If only I had never set eyes on him!" FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-is-only-one-thing-i-want-i-would-like-to-be-124799/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"There is only one thing I want. I would like to be seriously ill, and to hear nothing more about him for at least a week. Why doesn't something happen to me? Why do I have to go through all this? If only I had never set eyes on him!" FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-is-only-one-thing-i-want-i-would-like-to-be-124799/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.






