"There was a time when I was 19 when I really, really, really thought I was going crazy. I was exhausted and going through a terrible depression"
About this Quote
The context matters because Ryder is a pop-cultural symbol of a particular kind of scrutiny: the ‘90s star machine that sold her as an eccentric ingénue while demanding composure on command. Being “19” isn’t a random detail; it’s an indictment of how early celebrity asks people to professionalize their emotions, to act functional while their inner life is still forming. Her intent reads as both confession and recalibration. Instead of mythologizing suffering into artistry, she frames it as exhaustion and depression - conditions with names, not destinies.
It works because it’s anti-glamour. No inspirational arc, no tidy lesson, just a reminder that what the public calls a “breakdown” is often an accumulation - and that surviving it can start with refusing the dramatic label and naming the actual damage.
Quote Details
| Topic | Mental Health |
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| Source | Winona Ryder — remark about being 19 and experiencing a severe depression; entry appears on the Wikiquote page for Winona Ryder. |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Ryder, Winona. (2026, January 15). There was a time when I was 19 when I really, really, really thought I was going crazy. I was exhausted and going through a terrible depression. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-was-a-time-when-i-was-19-when-i-really-152886/
Chicago Style
Ryder, Winona. "There was a time when I was 19 when I really, really, really thought I was going crazy. I was exhausted and going through a terrible depression." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-was-a-time-when-i-was-19-when-i-really-152886/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"There was a time when I was 19 when I really, really, really thought I was going crazy. I was exhausted and going through a terrible depression." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-was-a-time-when-i-was-19-when-i-really-152886/. Accessed 17 Feb. 2026.





