"There was my name up in lights. I said, 'God, somebody's made a mistake.' But there it was, in lights. And I sat there and said, 'Remember, you're not a star.' Yet there it was up in lights"
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The repetition does the heavy lifting. "There it was, in lights" lands like a refrain you cant unsee, a physical fact overriding inner certainty. Against that neon certainty, she stages a private counter-spell: "Remember, you're not a star". Its a survival tactic, not humility. Monroe is describing the split required to endure being Marilyn Monroe: the public signifier, polished and profitable, versus the person who knows how provisional that status is and how quickly Hollywood can withdraw it.
The subtext is gendered and industrial. In mid-century studio culture, actresses were manufactured, renamed, styled, and marketed; the marquee literally brands you. Monroe, often treated as an icon more than an artist, exposes the violence inside the glamour: the world insists you are "a star" even as you suspect youre replaceable. The line reads like a meditation on imposter syndrome, but sharper - because the "imposter" is partly the role the machine built for her, and she has to live inside it anyway.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Monroe, Marilyn. (2026, January 17). There was my name up in lights. I said, 'God, somebody's made a mistake.' But there it was, in lights. And I sat there and said, 'Remember, you're not a star.' Yet there it was up in lights. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-was-my-name-up-in-lights-i-said-god-32588/
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Monroe, Marilyn. "There was my name up in lights. I said, 'God, somebody's made a mistake.' But there it was, in lights. And I sat there and said, 'Remember, you're not a star.' Yet there it was up in lights." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-was-my-name-up-in-lights-i-said-god-32588/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"There was my name up in lights. I said, 'God, somebody's made a mistake.' But there it was, in lights. And I sat there and said, 'Remember, you're not a star.' Yet there it was up in lights." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-was-my-name-up-in-lights-i-said-god-32588/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.






