"There were a lot of times I wondered if I was deluding myself. I had nothing else to fall back on, but I never enjoyed anything else"
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“I had nothing else to fall back on” isn’t just a career detail, it’s a pressure cooker. It reframes passion as a kind of risk management failure: no safety net, no alternate identity, no respectable Plan B to soothe relatives at Thanksgiving. That’s the subtext of so many creative careers, especially for actors whose labor is intermittent and whose success is frequently someone else’s decision. The line hints at class and access without spelling it out: not everyone can afford a long apprenticeship in “maybe.”
Then she pivots: “but I never enjoyed anything else.” That “but” is the hinge where doubt becomes evidence. Enjoyment is her alibi and her trap. It’s what makes the delusion tolerable and what makes leaving impossible. Falco, coming up through theater and years of working before the household-name roles, turns the romantic myth of “following your dream” into something narrower and more stubborn: not destiny, just the only work that ever felt like living.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Falco, Edie. (2026, January 16). There were a lot of times I wondered if I was deluding myself. I had nothing else to fall back on, but I never enjoyed anything else. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-were-a-lot-of-times-i-wondered-if-i-was-123885/
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Falco, Edie. "There were a lot of times I wondered if I was deluding myself. I had nothing else to fall back on, but I never enjoyed anything else." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-were-a-lot-of-times-i-wondered-if-i-was-123885/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"There were a lot of times I wondered if I was deluding myself. I had nothing else to fall back on, but I never enjoyed anything else." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/there-were-a-lot-of-times-i-wondered-if-i-was-123885/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







