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"There were periods when I sometimes made fires in a large, open fireplace that lasted about two weeks, which was how long it took to burn my compositions. So there has been an awful lot that I have destroyed"

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Two-week fires are a hell of an editing process. Hovhaness isn’t describing a quaint ritual so much as staging a private bonfire against his own past: the long burn makes the destruction slow, deliberate, almost liturgical. That duration matters. It turns revision into penance, a performance of control over a life’s work that composition itself often denies. Once music is written down, it starts acquiring other owners: teachers, critics, institutions, history. The fireplace reclaims authorship in the most final way possible.

The intent reads as both confession and boundary-setting. By admitting to “an awful lot” destroyed, he punctures any romantic idea of the composer as a steady pipeline of masterpieces. He also preempts judgment. If you don’t like what survived, understand that it’s already been heavily curated by a ruthless internal censor. The subtext is anxiety about voice: early Hovhaness was accused of eclecticism and derivative influences, and he spent years searching for a language that felt spiritually and culturally coherent. Burning becomes a way to erase evidence of apprenticeship, to vault directly into a self he can stand behind.

Contextually, it’s a mid-century artist talking in the shadow of modernism’s purity tests. When the scene rewards novelty and punishes sentiment, destroying “compositions” isn’t just self-critique; it’s an attempt to outpace the market’s verdict. The irony is that the act meant to prevent posterity’s misreading becomes the most memorable anecdote about him: the composer as his own censor, feeding the archive to fire.

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Alan Hovhaness

Alan Hovhaness (March 8, 1911 - June 21, 2000) was a Composer from USA.

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