"Thirty was so strange for me. I've really had to come to terms with the fact that I am now a walking and talking adult"
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The subtext is quietly comic and quietly bleak: the self who reads, doubts, fantasizes, and panics doesn’t evaporate when the calendar flips. Lewis stages the moment when the inner life realizes the outer world has started treating it as responsible. “Come to terms” hints at grief more than pride - a negotiation with time, not a victory over it. He’s naming the particular anxiety of modern adulthood: you’re expected to be finished, coherent, settled, while privately you still feel in draft form.
Context sharpens that tension. Lewis came of age through the brutal churn of World War I and the disorientations of early 20th-century modernity; “adult” wasn’t just a psychological label but a role shaped by institutional demands, loss, and faith wrestled into place. Read alongside his later writing on childhood and imagination, the remark functions like a pressure valve: an admission that the adult persona is partly performance, partly burden. The wit is defensive, but it’s also generous - a way of telling readers that feeling unqualified for your own life is not a personal failure. It’s the job description.
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"Thirty was so strange for me. I've really had to come to terms with the fact that I am now a walking and talking adult." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/thirty-was-so-strange-for-me-ive-really-had-to-25788/. Accessed 11 Feb. 2026.






