"This is the first time in 10 years I don't know what I'm doing next, and I'm rather enjoying it. Soon I'll be climbing the walls no doubt, but right now, it's not clear, I'm just enjoying the freedom"
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The “first time in 10 years” quietly signals how industrialized success can be. For filmmakers at Mendes’ level, momentum becomes a machine: awards, budgets, schedules, expectation. Not knowing the next project usually reads as career anxiety; Mendes flips it into something closer to nervous system recovery. “Freedom” here isn’t the grand romantic kind. It’s the simple absence of obligation, the sudden silence after a decade of deadlines and decision-making.
The self-aware coda - “Soon I’ll be climbing the walls” - is the tell. He’s not reinventing himself as a monk; he’s acknowledging the addiction to forward motion that creative leadership rewards. The joke is also a defense: he can enjoy the lull without sounding unambitious, because he preemptively admits the restlessness will return.
Context matters: Mendes is a craftsman of control, known for meticulous staging and big, high-stakes productions. Hearing him savor ambiguity hints at an artist trying to protect the one resource the industry drains fastest: curiosity. Uncertainty, for once, isn’t a gap to be filled. It’s a space where the next idea can actually form.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Mendes, Sam. (2026, January 17). This is the first time in 10 years I don't know what I'm doing next, and I'm rather enjoying it. Soon I'll be climbing the walls no doubt, but right now, it's not clear, I'm just enjoying the freedom. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/this-is-the-first-time-in-10-years-i-dont-know-24674/
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Mendes, Sam. "This is the first time in 10 years I don't know what I'm doing next, and I'm rather enjoying it. Soon I'll be climbing the walls no doubt, but right now, it's not clear, I'm just enjoying the freedom." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/this-is-the-first-time-in-10-years-i-dont-know-24674/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"This is the first time in 10 years I don't know what I'm doing next, and I'm rather enjoying it. Soon I'll be climbing the walls no doubt, but right now, it's not clear, I'm just enjoying the freedom." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/this-is-the-first-time-in-10-years-i-dont-know-24674/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.





