"This life of being a transient human being has gotten to a point when it's very hard to bear"
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Mulligan’s line lands like a quiet break in the melody: not a dramatic confession, but a weary admission from someone who’s spent a lifetime in motion. “Transient human being” is an unusually clinical phrase for a jazz musician, and that’s the point. It strips the romance off the road. Jazz mythology sells the late nights, the freedom, the “cool.” Mulligan’s wording suggests the opposite: an existence defined by impermanence, by always being between places, gigs, versions of yourself.
The intent feels less like philosophizing about mortality than describing a specific occupational condition. Jazz, especially in Mulligan’s era, meant constant travel, unstable money, nightlife as a job requirement, and the low-grade loneliness that comes with being perpetually “on.” Calling himself a “transient” hints at more than tour schedules: it evokes the stigma of being unrooted, almost vagrant, living out of cases and hotel rooms, building relationships that expire on checkout day.
Subtextually, “has gotten to a point” signals accumulation. This isn’t a sudden crisis; it’s the slow compounding of fatigue, regret, maybe recovery. Mulligan’s biography includes addiction and legal trouble early on, followed by reinvention and hard-won acclaim. That arc sharpens the line’s bite: even success doesn’t cancel the cost of living as a moving target. The hardest truth here is practical, not poetic: a life built on improvisation can still trap you in a pattern you didn’t choose, until it becomes, simply, hard to bear.
The intent feels less like philosophizing about mortality than describing a specific occupational condition. Jazz, especially in Mulligan’s era, meant constant travel, unstable money, nightlife as a job requirement, and the low-grade loneliness that comes with being perpetually “on.” Calling himself a “transient” hints at more than tour schedules: it evokes the stigma of being unrooted, almost vagrant, living out of cases and hotel rooms, building relationships that expire on checkout day.
Subtextually, “has gotten to a point” signals accumulation. This isn’t a sudden crisis; it’s the slow compounding of fatigue, regret, maybe recovery. Mulligan’s biography includes addiction and legal trouble early on, followed by reinvention and hard-won acclaim. That arc sharpens the line’s bite: even success doesn’t cancel the cost of living as a moving target. The hardest truth here is practical, not poetic: a life built on improvisation can still trap you in a pattern you didn’t choose, until it becomes, simply, hard to bear.
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| Topic | Mortality |
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