"True, I am in love with suffering, but I do not know if I deserve the honor"
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In Ignatius’s Catholic world, suffering isn’t valuable because pain is inherently good. It’s valuable because it can be made meaningful: a chosen participation in Christ’s Passion, a training ground where pride is scraped away and desire is re-ordered. Ignatius, the former soldier remade into mystic and founder of the Jesuits, writes from a culture of rigorous self-examination. His Spiritual Exercises are basically a technology of attention, designed to convert raw experience into moral clarity and service. Seen in that light, “in love with suffering” is less romance than strategy: suffering as a way to stay close to the crucified, and therefore close to the truth of one’s vocation.
The subtext is also political, in the broad sense of institutional formation. Early Jesuit identity was forged in hardship: suspicion, travel, obedience, missions at the edge of empire. The line models the posture Ignatius wanted in his order: not seeking pain for its own sake, but refusing comfort as a measure of success. The question at the end protects the statement from vanity, making suffering not a trophy but a test.
Quote Details
| Topic | Humility |
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| Source | Later attribution: The Epistles of St. Clement of Rome and St. Ignatius of A... (Pope Clement I, 1946) modern compilation
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