"We used to wonder where war lived, what it was that made it so vile. And now we realize that we know where it lives... inside ourselves"
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The intent isn’t to spread guilt for its own sake, but to destroy innocence as an alibi. Coming out of the 20th century’s churn of total war, occupation, and bureaucratized killing, Camus is wary of explanations that let ordinary people off the hook: if war is only “out there,” then responsibility is always someone else’s problem. By relocating war to the interior, he aims at the psychological infrastructure that makes slaughter possible: fear that wants certainty, resentment that wants permission, obedience that wants to be unburdened.
Subtext: the line isn’t pacifist so much as anti-self-deception. Camus’s broader ethic insists on lucidity without despair. If war lives in us, so does the capacity to refuse it - not as a grand historical gesture, but as a daily resistance to the small compromises that scale up into atrocity.
Quote Details
| Topic | War |
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| Source | Verified source: Notebooks, 1935–1942 (Albert Camus, 1962)
Evidence: We used to wonder where war lived, what it was that made it so vile. And now we realize that we know where it lives, that it is inside ourselves. (September 7 entry (Notebook III); p. 140 in the Knopf 1963 English edition shown). This line appears as a dated notebook/diary entry headed “SEPTEMBER 7” in Camus’s notebooks (Carnets). The English text above is from the published English translation of Notebooks, 1935–1942 (translated from the French, with preface and notes, by Philip Thody). In the same entry, the passage continues with “For most people, it’s the embarrassment, the need to make a choice…” which matches the longer versions of the quote circulating online. The FIRST publication of the notebooks (as a book) was in French in 1962 under the title “Carnets, mai 1935–février 1942” (Gallimard), with an English edition published in 1963 (Knopf). The quote you provided with ellipses (“... inside ourselves”) is a shortened paraphrase of this exact sentence; the wording here is the primary-source publication wording. Other candidates (1) Uncle Will’S Hail Town (Wilbur Thornton, 2016) compilation96.7% ... Albert Camus / " Way of the Zen " Book quotes b . We used to wonder where war lived , what it was that made it so... |
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Camus, Albert. (2026, February 16). We used to wonder where war lived, what it was that made it so vile. And now we realize that we know where it lives... inside ourselves. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/we-used-to-wonder-where-war-lived-what-it-was-22913/
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"We used to wonder where war lived, what it was that made it so vile. And now we realize that we know where it lives... inside ourselves." FixQuotes, 16 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/we-used-to-wonder-where-war-lived-what-it-was-22913/. Accessed 7 Mar. 2026.








