"Well I tried to, but I could never write anything that I liked or was worthwhile. I threw it all out and realized that I had to make a serious study- that my tastes were far more advanced than my abilities"
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There is a peculiar bravery in admitting that your taste can outpace your talent. Elliott Carter isn’t performing the romantic myth of effortless genius; he’s describing the humiliating, necessary gap that separates wanting from making. “I threw it all out” reads less like a tantrum than an aesthetic purge: a composer refusing to let early work harden into a personal style built on compromise. The line is a quiet manifesto against premature certainty.
The subtext is that “advanced” taste is not a luxury, it’s a burden. Carter frames discernment as the force that keeps you dissatisfied, and dissatisfaction as the engine of craft. That’s a very 20th-century modernist posture: the sense that the old forms and easy pleasures are exhausted, that if you’re serious you have to retool your entire apparatus. His “serious study” signals a move from dabbling to discipline, from expressive impulse to structural thinking. For a composer associated with thorny rhythmic complexity and an almost architectural approach to time, the confession lands as origin story: the difficulty isn’t a gimmick, it’s the price of matching ear to hand.
Context matters here. Carter came of age in an American musical culture still negotiating its relationship to European modernism. By locating the problem inside himself - ability, not appetite - he sidesteps the alibi of an unready audience. It’s not “they don’t get it”; it’s “I’m not there yet.” That humility, sharpened into rigor, is how an artist earns the right to be challenging.
The subtext is that “advanced” taste is not a luxury, it’s a burden. Carter frames discernment as the force that keeps you dissatisfied, and dissatisfaction as the engine of craft. That’s a very 20th-century modernist posture: the sense that the old forms and easy pleasures are exhausted, that if you’re serious you have to retool your entire apparatus. His “serious study” signals a move from dabbling to discipline, from expressive impulse to structural thinking. For a composer associated with thorny rhythmic complexity and an almost architectural approach to time, the confession lands as origin story: the difficulty isn’t a gimmick, it’s the price of matching ear to hand.
Context matters here. Carter came of age in an American musical culture still negotiating its relationship to European modernism. By locating the problem inside himself - ability, not appetite - he sidesteps the alibi of an unready audience. It’s not “they don’t get it”; it’s “I’m not there yet.” That humility, sharpened into rigor, is how an artist earns the right to be challenging.
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| Topic | Study Motivation |
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