"When did I realize I was God? Well, I was praying and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself"
About this Quote
The intent is mischief, but the subtext cuts sharper. Actors are paid to become other people, yet they’re also trained to listen for their own voice beneath the script. "Talking to myself" can be read as narcissism, sure, but also as a backstage truth: the inner monologue that powers every performance. The joke suggests divinity isn’t found in the heavens but in the human need to narrate, to reassure, to plead - and then to answer ourselves.
Context matters: O'Toole came up in a mid-century British culture still shadowed by religious seriousness, where a well-aimed irreverence signaled sophistication. He’s not attacking belief so much as puncturing the grandiosity around it, including his own. It’s a self-portrait disguised as sacrilege: a man famous for playing titans admitting, with a grin, that the god in the room is just the loudest voice in his head.
Quote Details
| Topic | Prayer |
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| Source | Quote attributed to Peter O'Toole — listed on Wikiquote (Peter O'Toole page). |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
O'Toole, Peter. (2026, January 15). When did I realize I was God? Well, I was praying and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-did-i-realize-i-was-god-well-i-was-praying-161633/
Chicago Style
O'Toole, Peter. "When did I realize I was God? Well, I was praying and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-did-i-realize-i-was-god-well-i-was-praying-161633/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When did I realize I was God? Well, I was praying and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-did-i-realize-i-was-god-well-i-was-praying-161633/. Accessed 16 Feb. 2026.







