"When I came out, and for many years afterwards, it had become a habit for me to sit and read and read and read, like an obsession. I would take 20 books, and not come out until I'd finished them. It took me a while to change that habit"
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The phrase “When I came out” carries loaded air without specifying from where. Prison is the obvious context in Makhmalbaf’s biography, but the quote stays strategically unspecific, letting the line stand for any kind of enforced confinement: incarceration, ideological enclosure, the claustrophobia of a society that controls stories. The image of “20 books” is intentionally excessive, almost comic in its extremity, because excess is the point: to drown out the noise of reality, to replace a restricted world with a portable one.
Then comes the quiet turn: “It took me a while to change that habit.” Not “break” it, not “recover,” but “change” - a filmmaker’s verb, suggesting editing rather than erasure. The subtext is that reading saved him, but it also threatened to become another cell. Art, for Makhmalbaf, isn’t born from leisure; it’s forged in the hard negotiation between refuge and living.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Makhmalbaf, Mohsen. (2026, January 16). When I came out, and for many years afterwards, it had become a habit for me to sit and read and read and read, like an obsession. I would take 20 books, and not come out until I'd finished them. It took me a while to change that habit. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-came-out-and-for-many-years-afterwards-it-83160/
Chicago Style
Makhmalbaf, Mohsen. "When I came out, and for many years afterwards, it had become a habit for me to sit and read and read and read, like an obsession. I would take 20 books, and not come out until I'd finished them. It took me a while to change that habit." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-came-out-and-for-many-years-afterwards-it-83160/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I came out, and for many years afterwards, it had become a habit for me to sit and read and read and read, like an obsession. I would take 20 books, and not come out until I'd finished them. It took me a while to change that habit." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-came-out-and-for-many-years-afterwards-it-83160/. Accessed 9 Feb. 2026.






