"When I can't sleep, I'll start thinking about how many shows I've done, count up the number of television shows and movies"
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Insomnia, in Robert Wagner's telling, doesn’t send him to childhood trauma or existential dread; it sends him to the most actorly kind of arithmetic: credits. That’s not just a cute bit of craft-talk. It’s a revealing coping strategy from someone whose life has been measured in call sheets, premieres, and the steady churn of being professionally visible.
The intent is practical and oddly tender toward the self. Counting shows is a mental metronome, a way to quiet the brain with something structured and familiar. But the subtext is sharper: when sleep fails, the mind reaches for proof that the years added up to something. For performers, the work is the receipt. You can’t hold “impact” in your hand, and you can’t always trust memory, reviews, or anyone else’s narrative. You can count.
Context matters because Wagner comes from an era when longevity was both currency and camouflage. Old-school Hollywood trained actors to keep moving, keep smiling, keep the machine fed. Inventorying television shows and movies is a private version of the public persona: the reliable professional, the guy who’s always working. It’s also a subtle admission of what the industry does to people over decades: it teaches them to convert a life into a ledger.
There’s something quietly poignant in the image of a man awake at night tallying roles like sheep. It suggests that fame doesn’t lull you to sleep; routine does. And routine, for an actor, is work.
The intent is practical and oddly tender toward the self. Counting shows is a mental metronome, a way to quiet the brain with something structured and familiar. But the subtext is sharper: when sleep fails, the mind reaches for proof that the years added up to something. For performers, the work is the receipt. You can’t hold “impact” in your hand, and you can’t always trust memory, reviews, or anyone else’s narrative. You can count.
Context matters because Wagner comes from an era when longevity was both currency and camouflage. Old-school Hollywood trained actors to keep moving, keep smiling, keep the machine fed. Inventorying television shows and movies is a private version of the public persona: the reliable professional, the guy who’s always working. It’s also a subtle admission of what the industry does to people over decades: it teaches them to convert a life into a ledger.
There’s something quietly poignant in the image of a man awake at night tallying roles like sheep. It suggests that fame doesn’t lull you to sleep; routine does. And routine, for an actor, is work.
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