"When I first began, the technicians, camera and makeup men made me feel so self-conscious that I began to have the biggest inferiority complex about my looks"
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The intent feels less like confession for its own sake and more like demystification. Matthews isn’t saying she lacked confidence in some abstract way. She’s naming a specific ecosystem that produces insecurity as part of its workflow. Early film and musical stardom demanded a strange double consciousness: you’re performing a character while also being taught to monitor your own face as an object. “Camera” and “makeup” aren’t just tools here; they’re social forces, turning a person into a surface that can be improved, corrected, standardized.
Context matters: Matthews came up in an era when studios were consolidating control over images and careers, and actresses were sold as immaculate commodities. Her memory punctures that sales pitch. It suggests that what audiences read as effortless glamour was often built on a quiet, relentless negotiation with shame - and that the “inferiority complex” wasn’t a personal defect so much as an occupational hazard.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Matthews, Jessie. (2026, January 15). When I first began, the technicians, camera and makeup men made me feel so self-conscious that I began to have the biggest inferiority complex about my looks. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-began-the-technicians-camera-and-151747/
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Matthews, Jessie. "When I first began, the technicians, camera and makeup men made me feel so self-conscious that I began to have the biggest inferiority complex about my looks." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-began-the-technicians-camera-and-151747/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I first began, the technicians, camera and makeup men made me feel so self-conscious that I began to have the biggest inferiority complex about my looks." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-began-the-technicians-camera-and-151747/. Accessed 9 Feb. 2026.






