"When I first started playing music in 1955, there was just a small body of people that knew it. It was a very esoteric type of thing"
About this Quote
"Esoteric" does double duty. It's factual: the harmonic language was advanced, the rhythms thorny, the venues intimate, the audience self-selecting. But it also signals a deliberate posture. Lacy is describing an entry point into a culture where difficulty isn't a bug, it's the admission price. That subtext matters because Lacy's career would be defined by choosing the narrow path on purpose: soprano sax when it wasn't fashionable, extended dedication to a few composers, a European exile many American jazz musicians took when the home market shrank.
The line also exposes how quickly scenes get rewritten as movements. We talk about jazz history as if it arrived fully formed, instantly recognized as Important. Lacy reminds you it began as whispered knowledge, not institutional prestige. The poignancy is that "esoteric" can sound romantic, even pure, but it also hints at marginality: limited money, limited platforms, a music living at the edge of cultural attention. In that tension, you can hear Lacy's implicit credo: if a music is worth your life, it doesn't need a crowd at the beginning.
Quote Details
| Topic | Music |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
| Cite |
Citation Formats
APA Style (7th ed.)
Lacy, Steve. (2026, January 17). When I first started playing music in 1955, there was just a small body of people that knew it. It was a very esoteric type of thing. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-started-playing-music-in-1955-there-77697/
Chicago Style
Lacy, Steve. "When I first started playing music in 1955, there was just a small body of people that knew it. It was a very esoteric type of thing." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-started-playing-music-in-1955-there-77697/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I first started playing music in 1955, there was just a small body of people that knew it. It was a very esoteric type of thing." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-started-playing-music-in-1955-there-77697/. Accessed 10 Feb. 2026.





