"When I first went to prison, I was even questioning where, God, where are you?"
About this Quote
Bakker’s specific intent is rehabilitative. He’s narrating a turning point that asks the audience to see him not as a grifter or a punchline but as a believer who suffered, doubted, and stayed in the story long enough to come out the other side. It’s also a bid for credibility: doubt becomes proof of sincerity. If he can admit to spiritual vertigo, he’s implicitly saying, I’m not selling you certainty anymore; I’ve earned the right to talk about pain.
The subtext is more complicated. Prison isn’t just where he “found” God; it’s where the scaffolding of prosperity gospel collapses. If wealth is the sign of divine favor, what does incarceration mean? The question “where are you?” can be read as addressed to God, but it also ricochets back toward Bakker’s old brand of certainty: where were the promises, the platform, the adoring audience when accountability arrived?
Context matters: Bakker’s incarceration for fraud is one of American televangelism’s defining scandals. This quote works because it taps into a cultural appetite for confession while quietly renegotiating culpability, shifting the drama from what he did to what he felt when the bill came due.
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| Topic | God |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bakker, Jim. (2026, January 16). When I first went to prison, I was even questioning where, God, where are you? FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-went-to-prison-i-was-even-113274/
Chicago Style
Bakker, Jim. "When I first went to prison, I was even questioning where, God, where are you?" FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-went-to-prison-i-was-even-113274/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I first went to prison, I was even questioning where, God, where are you?" FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-first-went-to-prison-i-was-even-113274/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.











