"When I got on the airplane in Indonesia coming to Japan, my intentions was to turn myself in to the military for the simple reason I would like to put my daughters with their mother, one thing. Another thing, I'd like to clear my conscience"
About this Quote
The stated intent is transactional. He isn't saying, "I was wrong". He's saying, "I want to put my daughters with their mother" and "I'd like to clear my conscience" - priorities stacked like bullet points for a plea deal. Even the conscience comes last, and it's framed as a personal discomfort to be relieved, not a harm to be answered for. That ordering matters: family stability is the sympathetic frame, conscience the softer add-on that makes the surrender sound principled.
Context tightens the screws. Jenkins was an American soldier who defected while stationed in South Korea, later living in Indonesia before returning via Japan. Against the backdrop of military desertion - a charge that carries symbolic weight about loyalty and state power - he emphasizes domestic responsibility, trying to shift the conversation from geopolitics to custody and fatherhood. "Turn myself in to the military" isn't heroic; it's an attempt to choose the moment of capture and, with it, the narrative.
The subtext is negotiation: I'm coming back on my terms; let this be read as a return to duty, not a collapse under pressure. The quote works because it exposes that friction between accountability and image management, the human instinct to confess while still bargaining.
Quote Details
| Topic | Daughter |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Jenkins, Robert. (2026, January 18). When I got on the airplane in Indonesia coming to Japan, my intentions was to turn myself in to the military for the simple reason I would like to put my daughters with their mother, one thing. Another thing, I'd like to clear my conscience. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-got-on-the-airplane-in-indonesia-coming-to-17324/
Chicago Style
Jenkins, Robert. "When I got on the airplane in Indonesia coming to Japan, my intentions was to turn myself in to the military for the simple reason I would like to put my daughters with their mother, one thing. Another thing, I'd like to clear my conscience." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-got-on-the-airplane-in-indonesia-coming-to-17324/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I got on the airplane in Indonesia coming to Japan, my intentions was to turn myself in to the military for the simple reason I would like to put my daughters with their mother, one thing. Another thing, I'd like to clear my conscience." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-got-on-the-airplane-in-indonesia-coming-to-17324/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.







