"When I made my first film, I didn't think of it as directing, so it wasn't like I set out to become a director"
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The subtext is gendered without naming gender. For decades, “director” has functioned less like a job title and more like a social permission slip, one historically easier for men to sign for themselves. Bigelow’s phrasing suggests how many artists, especially women, enter through side doors: making work before they’re granted the language of authority. She doesn’t say she lacked ambition; she implies she lacked a script for how ambition is supposed to sound.
It also doubles as a critique of gatekeeping. If directing is treated as a rarefied calling, institutions can police who counts as “meant” to do it. Bigelow demystifies the role by emphasizing process over pedigree: the act precedes the label. Coming from a filmmaker who later mastered the most masculinized genres (action, war), the remark lands as a reminder that expertise is built, not bestowed. Her career becomes the argument: you don’t wait to become a director; you direct, and the world catches up.
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Bigelow, Kathryn. (2026, January 16). When I made my first film, I didn't think of it as directing, so it wasn't like I set out to become a director. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-made-my-first-film-i-didnt-think-of-it-as-101879/
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Bigelow, Kathryn. "When I made my first film, I didn't think of it as directing, so it wasn't like I set out to become a director." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-made-my-first-film-i-didnt-think-of-it-as-101879/.
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"When I made my first film, I didn't think of it as directing, so it wasn't like I set out to become a director." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-made-my-first-film-i-didnt-think-of-it-as-101879/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

