"When I was pregnant, I felt filled with life, and I felt really happy. I ate well, and I slept well. I felt much more useful than I'd ever felt before"
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Vega’s line lands with the quiet shock of someone admitting that the most “productive” she ever felt wasn’t in a studio, on a stage, or in the churn of making a name, but in the unglamorous, bodily routine of pregnancy. For a musician whose work is often associated with cerebral storytelling and urban cool, the plainness is the point: it refuses the myth that usefulness is measured only in output the world can applaud.
The intent feels less like a sentimental ode to motherhood than a frank report from inside a culture that routinely tells women their bodies are problems to manage and their value is tied to achievement. “Filled with life” is almost aggressively literal, reclaiming a phrase that’s often treated as Hallmark fog. Then she sharpens it with specifics: ate well, slept well. Those details act like a counterspell to the romanticized chaos we’re fed about pregnancy and early motherhood; here, the body becomes a site of coherence, even competence.
The subtext is thornier: “much more useful than I’d ever felt before” hints at a past shaped by the kind of self-doubt that can haunt creative careers, where validation is intermittent and your worth can feel like it’s decided by reviews, sales, or taste-making gatekeepers. Pregnancy offers a role with undeniable stakes and an internal metric. It’s a radical reprioritization dressed up as a simple confession: maybe the most clarifying form of purpose is the one you can’t outsource, monetize, or perform for an audience.
The intent feels less like a sentimental ode to motherhood than a frank report from inside a culture that routinely tells women their bodies are problems to manage and their value is tied to achievement. “Filled with life” is almost aggressively literal, reclaiming a phrase that’s often treated as Hallmark fog. Then she sharpens it with specifics: ate well, slept well. Those details act like a counterspell to the romanticized chaos we’re fed about pregnancy and early motherhood; here, the body becomes a site of coherence, even competence.
The subtext is thornier: “much more useful than I’d ever felt before” hints at a past shaped by the kind of self-doubt that can haunt creative careers, where validation is intermittent and your worth can feel like it’s decided by reviews, sales, or taste-making gatekeepers. Pregnancy offers a role with undeniable stakes and an internal metric. It’s a radical reprioritization dressed up as a simple confession: maybe the most clarifying form of purpose is the one you can’t outsource, monetize, or perform for an audience.
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| Topic | New Mom |
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