"When I was three years old I was taken with my family to a little town in Western Minnesota, where I lived a more or less vapid and ordinary life until I was ten"
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A child’s autobiography shouldn’t sound like a shrug, yet MacLane opens with a deliberate flattening: Western Minnesota, “a little town,” a “more or less vapid and ordinary life.” It’s an origin story written in negative space, draining the usual sentiment from family relocation and small-town childhood. The move isn’t framed as adventure or hardship; it’s framed as anesthesia. That choice is the point.
MacLane was a writer who made her own interior life the main event, and this line lays the groundwork by establishing the enemy: the provincial normal. “Vapid” isn’t just boredom; it’s a moral accusation, a suggestion that the surrounding culture dulls the self, sands down desire, makes personality feel like a problem to be managed. The sly qualifier “more or less” is doing extra work, too. It mimics casualness while signaling the speaker’s control: she can dial the contempt up or down, but the contempt is there.
Context matters: turn-of-the-century American womanhood offered few glamorous scripts, especially in small-town settings. Calling her early years “ordinary” reads less like self-deprecation than a refusal to romanticize the domesticated, obedient girlhood she’s expected to treat as sacred. She’s also quietly telling you what the book will be: not a tale of external milestones, but a record of impatience, appetite, and self-mythmaking. By beginning with a blank, she licenses the coming intensity. If the world gave her nothing, she will supply the drama herself.
MacLane was a writer who made her own interior life the main event, and this line lays the groundwork by establishing the enemy: the provincial normal. “Vapid” isn’t just boredom; it’s a moral accusation, a suggestion that the surrounding culture dulls the self, sands down desire, makes personality feel like a problem to be managed. The sly qualifier “more or less” is doing extra work, too. It mimics casualness while signaling the speaker’s control: she can dial the contempt up or down, but the contempt is there.
Context matters: turn-of-the-century American womanhood offered few glamorous scripts, especially in small-town settings. Calling her early years “ordinary” reads less like self-deprecation than a refusal to romanticize the domesticated, obedient girlhood she’s expected to treat as sacred. She’s also quietly telling you what the book will be: not a tale of external milestones, but a record of impatience, appetite, and self-mythmaking. By beginning with a blank, she licenses the coming intensity. If the world gave her nothing, she will supply the drama herself.
Quote Details
| Topic | Youth |
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| Source | The Story of Mary MacLane, Mary MacLane, 1902 — opening paragraph (p. 1) of the memoir. |
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