"When I watch a movie for the first few times, I'm usually thinking about where I was in a given scene, who was next to me, what we were doing, etc. But after I've gotten through all of this, when I'm really watching the film itself, then I get moved"
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What makes the line work is its quiet demotion of taste. She’s not claiming instant transcendence or mystical connection. She’s admitting that emotion arrives late, only after the ego and the environment loosen their grip. The subtext is almost corrective: being moved isn’t a spontaneous personality trait; it’s something you earn through repetition, through the unglamorous act of returning once the novelty and self-consciousness fade.
There’s also an actor’s private confession embedded in the phrasing “really watching the film itself.” On first pass, she’s effectively watching herself being watched - remembering the context, anticipating reactions, measuring what a scene “did” in the room. Only later can she meet the work as an audience member rather than a participant. In an attention economy that rewards hot takes after one viewing, Zhang argues for a slower intimacy: the film reveals itself when your life stops trying to be the main character.
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Ziyi, Zhang. (2026, February 16). When I watch a movie for the first few times, I'm usually thinking about where I was in a given scene, who was next to me, what we were doing, etc. But after I've gotten through all of this, when I'm really watching the film itself, then I get moved. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-watch-a-movie-for-the-first-few-times-im-150240/
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Ziyi, Zhang. "When I watch a movie for the first few times, I'm usually thinking about where I was in a given scene, who was next to me, what we were doing, etc. But after I've gotten through all of this, when I'm really watching the film itself, then I get moved." FixQuotes. February 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-watch-a-movie-for-the-first-few-times-im-150240/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I watch a movie for the first few times, I'm usually thinking about where I was in a given scene, who was next to me, what we were doing, etc. But after I've gotten through all of this, when I'm really watching the film itself, then I get moved." FixQuotes, 16 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-watch-a-movie-for-the-first-few-times-im-150240/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.






