"When I write about a 15-year old, I jump, I return to the days when I was that age. It's like a time machine. I can remember everything. I can feel the wind. I can smell the air. Very actually. Very vividly"
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The subtext is about authority. Writing young characters can easily turn into condescension, an adult ventriloquizing teenage angst. Murakami’s insistence on “Very actually. Very vividly” reads like a preemptive defense against that charge: he’s not describing youth from the outside, he’s reactivating it from within. The repeated “very” feels almost like self-hypnosis, or a spell to keep the memory from dissolving into idea.
Context matters: Murakami’s fiction often treats inner life as a literal landscape - wells, corridors, parallel worlds - so “time machine” fits his broader project of making the invisible mechanisms of memory and desire feel physically navigable. He’s also signaling an ethic. If the writer can summon the wind and air of 15, then adolescence isn’t a problem to be explained; it’s a reality to be inhabited, with all its heightened sensation, confusion, and private intensity intact.
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| Topic | Nostalgia |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Murakami, Haruki. (2026, January 16). When I write about a 15-year old, I jump, I return to the days when I was that age. It's like a time machine. I can remember everything. I can feel the wind. I can smell the air. Very actually. Very vividly. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-about-a-15-year-old-i-jump-i-return-111979/
Chicago Style
Murakami, Haruki. "When I write about a 15-year old, I jump, I return to the days when I was that age. It's like a time machine. I can remember everything. I can feel the wind. I can smell the air. Very actually. Very vividly." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-about-a-15-year-old-i-jump-i-return-111979/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I write about a 15-year old, I jump, I return to the days when I was that age. It's like a time machine. I can remember everything. I can feel the wind. I can smell the air. Very actually. Very vividly." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-about-a-15-year-old-i-jump-i-return-111979/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



