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Education Quote by Isidore Ducasse Lautreamont

"When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness"

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Writing here is a trap set for the self: pin the thought to the page before it can wriggle back into “nothingness.” Lautreamont treats language less as self-expression than as containment, a way to keep the mind from dissolving into its own volatility. The first line turns the romantic image of inspiration on its head. Thoughts aren’t liberating; they’re fugitives. The act of inscription becomes a kind of intellectual handcuffing, and in that restraint he “remembers” strength he otherwise misplaces. Memory isn’t nostalgia, it’s a recovered capacity for agency.

The subtext is darker: a consciousness that doesn’t trust itself to persist. “I forget at all times” reads like lived dissociation, the sense that identity is not a stable core but a recurring lapse. Writing becomes an emergency technology, a proof of existence when the mind threatens to cancel itself out. That’s why “I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought” lands with such severity. Education isn’t accumulation; it’s salvage. Each secured sentence is a rung out of a void.

Context matters. Ducasse, writing as Lautreamont in the late 1860s, is a pressure point between post-Romantic anguish and the proto-surrealist appetite for extremity. His work courts rupture, contradiction, and the unholy. “Distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness” isn’t a tidy philosophical project; it’s a diagnosis. The mind is loud, proliferating, obscene with images. Nothingness is the rival force: silence, erasure, death, the blank page. He writes to map the border where those two powers collide - and to keep from being claimed by either.

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Lautreamont, Isidore Ducasse. (2026, January 18). When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-down-my-thoughts-they-do-not-escape-8822/

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Lautreamont, Isidore Ducasse. "When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-down-my-thoughts-they-do-not-escape-8822/.

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"When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-down-my-thoughts-they-do-not-escape-8822/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Isidore Ducasse Lautreamont (April 4, 1846 - November 24, 1870) was a Author from France.

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