"When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness"
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The subtext is darker: a consciousness that doesn’t trust itself to persist. “I forget at all times” reads like lived dissociation, the sense that identity is not a stable core but a recurring lapse. Writing becomes an emergency technology, a proof of existence when the mind threatens to cancel itself out. That’s why “I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought” lands with such severity. Education isn’t accumulation; it’s salvage. Each secured sentence is a rung out of a void.
Context matters. Ducasse, writing as Lautreamont in the late 1860s, is a pressure point between post-Romantic anguish and the proto-surrealist appetite for extremity. His work courts rupture, contradiction, and the unholy. “Distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness” isn’t a tidy philosophical project; it’s a diagnosis. The mind is loud, proliferating, obscene with images. Nothingness is the rival force: silence, erasure, death, the blank page. He writes to map the border where those two powers collide - and to keep from being claimed by either.
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Lautreamont, Isidore Ducasse. (2026, January 18). When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-down-my-thoughts-they-do-not-escape-8822/
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Lautreamont, Isidore Ducasse. "When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-down-my-thoughts-they-do-not-escape-8822/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When I write down my thoughts, they do not escape me. This action makes me remember my strength which I forget at all times. I educate myself proportionately to my captured thought. I aim only to distinguish the contradiction between my mind and nothingness." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-i-write-down-my-thoughts-they-do-not-escape-8822/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.








