"When they ran out of cadre men they gave me my very own platoon and said, 'Here are 63 men, try to keep as many of them alive as you possibly can.' That was one of the more harrowing experiences of my life"
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Then the gut-punch: “my very own platoon.” The phrasing has the faint echo of a prize, the kind of language we associate with ownership or promotion. Eddings lets that irony hang. What you “get” in war isn’t status, it’s responsibility measured in bodies. The quoted order - “Here are 63 men…” - is brutally specific, reducing human beings to a headcount while also making their individuality unavoidable. Sixty-three is too exact to feel abstract; you can imagine faces, names, the awkward weight of remembering them.
The mission statement isn’t to win, or even to fight, but to “keep as many of them alive as you possibly can.” That clause smuggles in war’s dirty realism: some will die, and everyone knows it. The subtext is moral injury before the term existed - the knowledge that competence will be judged by survival rates, and that luck will masquerade as leadership.
Calling it “one of the more harrowing experiences” is restrained, which is its own kind of honesty. He doesn’t perform trauma; he points to the moment the war stopped being an idea and became a ledger with his signature on it.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Eddings, David. (2026, January 17). When they ran out of cadre men they gave me my very own platoon and said, 'Here are 63 men, try to keep as many of them alive as you possibly can.' That was one of the more harrowing experiences of my life. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-they-ran-out-of-cadre-men-they-gave-me-my-57463/
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Eddings, David. "When they ran out of cadre men they gave me my very own platoon and said, 'Here are 63 men, try to keep as many of them alive as you possibly can.' That was one of the more harrowing experiences of my life." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-they-ran-out-of-cadre-men-they-gave-me-my-57463/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"When they ran out of cadre men they gave me my very own platoon and said, 'Here are 63 men, try to keep as many of them alive as you possibly can.' That was one of the more harrowing experiences of my life." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/when-they-ran-out-of-cadre-men-they-gave-me-my-57463/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



