"Why have I had this life? If I knew, I wouldn't have done it"
About this Quote
The intent reads as self-mythmaking and self-indictment at once. Kinski cultivated a public persona of ferocity and persecution - the actor as runaway animal, the set as battleground. This quote keeps that brand intact: it frames him as someone who didn’t merely suffer a life but committed it, like an offense. The “done it” is doing heavy work, implying agency while pretending to renounce it. He’s both the defendant and the prosecutor.
Subtextually, it’s a refusal of the tidy narrative we demand from artists: the redemptive arc, the “it was all worth it,” the pain that becomes product. Kinski denies the audience that comfort. If there is a reason, it’s not a lesson - it’s a trapdoor.
Context matters because Kinski’s notoriety (especially in the Herzog years) was built on intensity marketed as authenticity. This line punctures the romantic fantasy of the tormented genius by making torment sound procedural and pointless. It’s not noble suffering; it’s buyer’s remorse from someone who never stopped performing, even while confessing he wishes he hadn’t.
Quote Details
| Topic | Meaning of Life |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Kinski, Klaus. (2026, January 15). Why have I had this life? If I knew, I wouldn't have done it. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/why-have-i-had-this-life-if-i-knew-i-wouldnt-have-152092/
Chicago Style
Kinski, Klaus. "Why have I had this life? If I knew, I wouldn't have done it." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/why-have-i-had-this-life-if-i-knew-i-wouldnt-have-152092/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Why have I had this life? If I knew, I wouldn't have done it." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/why-have-i-had-this-life-if-i-knew-i-wouldnt-have-152092/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




