"Yes. I did more research than I ever wanted to and saw some things I wish I didn't. I went on ride-alongs, spent time with Homicide, Cold Case, and SVU detectives, hung out in subways learning how to spot pervs and pick-pockets, viewed an autopsy, went to a police firing range, and witnessed court cases, and I read, read, read"
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The first sentence is the tell: “more research than I ever wanted to.” That’s not humblebragging; it’s boundary-talk. It signals obligation, not thrill-seeking, and it quietly answers a critique actresses in crime TV often face: that they’re performing trauma as entertainment. The subtext is, I looked at the real thing, and it cost me. “Saw some things I wish I didn’t” makes the emotional price explicit, framing knowledge as something that can’t be unseen.
Context matters: Hargitay isn’t just any actor. As the face of SVU and a prominent advocate for survivors, she occupies a strange American role where fictional policing and real-world sexual violence collide. Her list bridges those worlds, suggesting an ethic of responsibility: if you’re going to inhabit stories about assault, you don’t get to remain pristine. The repetitive “read, read, read” works like a moral metronome, insisting that preparation isn’t a vibe; it’s labor. Underneath, it’s also a defense of empathy as craft: proximity, attention, and endurance as the raw materials of portrayal.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Hargitay, Mariska. (2026, February 16). Yes. I did more research than I ever wanted to and saw some things I wish I didn't. I went on ride-alongs, spent time with Homicide, Cold Case, and SVU detectives, hung out in subways learning how to spot pervs and pick-pockets, viewed an autopsy, went to a police firing range, and witnessed court cases, and I read, read, read. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/yes-i-did-more-research-than-i-ever-wanted-to-and-127714/
Chicago Style
Hargitay, Mariska. "Yes. I did more research than I ever wanted to and saw some things I wish I didn't. I went on ride-alongs, spent time with Homicide, Cold Case, and SVU detectives, hung out in subways learning how to spot pervs and pick-pockets, viewed an autopsy, went to a police firing range, and witnessed court cases, and I read, read, read." FixQuotes. February 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/yes-i-did-more-research-than-i-ever-wanted-to-and-127714/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Yes. I did more research than I ever wanted to and saw some things I wish I didn't. I went on ride-alongs, spent time with Homicide, Cold Case, and SVU detectives, hung out in subways learning how to spot pervs and pick-pockets, viewed an autopsy, went to a police firing range, and witnessed court cases, and I read, read, read." FixQuotes, 16 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/yes-i-did-more-research-than-i-ever-wanted-to-and-127714/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.





