"You always feel when you look it straight in the eye that you could have put more into it, could have let yourself go and dug harder"
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The sentence runs on like a confession you can't stop once it starts. "Could have put more into it" is about effort, but "could have let yourself go" is about permission. Carr isn't only scolding craft; she's naming the self-censorship that creeps in when ambition collides with fear - of excess, of failure, of being seen. "Dug harder" turns art-making into excavation, suggesting that the real material isn't paint but whatever is buried in the artist: attention, courage, obsession.
Context matters. Carr worked in early 20th-century Canada, a period eager to brand landscapes as national identity while often treating Indigenous cultures as subject matter rather than living presence. Her best work grapples with that tension: reverence mixed with the era's blind spots. The quote reads as a private standard against which she measures not just technique but depth of looking. It's the refusal of the polite, finished surface - the insistence that art should risk something. The ache she describes isn't procrastination guilt; it's the sense that the work can tell when you've held back.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Carr, Emily. (2026, January 15). You always feel when you look it straight in the eye that you could have put more into it, could have let yourself go and dug harder. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/you-always-feel-when-you-look-it-straight-in-the-45771/
Chicago Style
Carr, Emily. "You always feel when you look it straight in the eye that you could have put more into it, could have let yourself go and dug harder." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/you-always-feel-when-you-look-it-straight-in-the-45771/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"You always feel when you look it straight in the eye that you could have put more into it, could have let yourself go and dug harder." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/you-always-feel-when-you-look-it-straight-in-the-45771/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




